I am not sure if I just go forward and marry her. She is a good girl, having a favorable body figure, only her skin is not very good-looking. I must say that I am not judging a book by its cover here, however a book needs a proper cover anyway, and her outer look is not really bad after all. The more important thing is her personality which should make our marriage success.
Time is too constraint for me as I am not young anymore. It has been passing by so fast, and I am still not confident about whom I should marry to. My ex was a good girl, only that she is too childish and dependent. It's not fair to let her down like that but I could not think of a better way.
I think what I need from my other half, is a smart and calm woman, the one that's funny enough but behave as a grown up. She must love me but still has her own life, which people often call "independent woman". Yet I am not looking for a perfect one, that is impossible for me anyway, so I will go with my heart ultimately.
