Meditation and changing my habits

The real problem with me is to think throughoutly and fast. This is quite a challenge because I find myself distracted by my own thoughts, I could not focus on the current situations nor think fast enough. There should be a solution, I was thinking about Meditation which helps to calm me down and think deeply inside my soul. Practicing meditation is very common and it helps many people in this busy world. To have time for mediation and other activites as planning and writing, I have to wake up early and give myself an hour. It's all about changing my habits and adjust them for the better. A good habit is obtained by doing the same things over and over again for a long time enough, maybe one month at least. Everyone can have good habits, and good habits contribute to people's success. There is no doubts about it.

random thoughts

What can I say now? Words cannot describe this circumtance where people beliefs are in very low level and many don't have a goals for their lives. I used to think that if I study hard and be good at English and computer, my life will be bright and I can be a global citizen. But life is not that simple, there are too many obstacles and hardships that prvent us from getting what we really want.

While this don't work out very well, we should continue to do the best we can. For example, I haven't got a GF, and not likely to have one very soon, there are things that I still have to do instead of complaining all the day. I registered for the gym today, and I will do more the useful stuffs like writing or coding, or going out with friends. Hosnestly I don't have many friends now, those whom I used to play with are now busy with their own lives, so I have to make some new friends.

She just played game with my heart

It's so sad that she just played with me, took advance of me, and she has no feeling for me whatsoever. I was so happy to be with her at the times, but it does not last long because I am not enough for her, she definitely needs a better one - more handsome and talented. I cannot do anything about it, so I won't try to contact her or impress her anymore. Instead, I will be just another friend of hers. It hurts but I have to face with reality, I will stop thinking too much in my head. I will just do it, forget all the sequeces. Sometimes it is good to focus on myself, not other people, to know deeply what I really want and what I have to offer to the world.