Friday, March 22, 2013

dreams

I am chasing my dreams
My own dreams, they are spinning in my head
I want to go, far away
To grasp them all
But I don't know how to start
Where are you
I still can not see you
I just still keep running
Running all the time
But the world is so huge and I am just too small

Thursday, March 14, 2013

You little girl

I will write about you little girl. You are beautiful, you have smiling eyes, and oh god, I love your shining smiles.

You little girl, I was in love with you from the first sight, it was something like an electric current flow through my body that made me freeze when I was seeing you. That's meeting happened by accident and God let us go in the same train, as you were going with my close friend.

We didn't talk much because I didn't know what to say when I was with a girl I really like. We walked side by side and I still had your lovely face in my head days later.

I didn't see you many times after that day. Sometimes I called you, sometimes I met you drinking tea. You are a special girl, you are different from those girls I had met. I didn't know how people thought about you, but you are special, at least to me. I loved you and I wanted to make you love me, but the painful thing is that, I could not.

You seemed to be an intangible thing that I could see but could not touch. You might hated me because I called you too much, because I wanted to meet you more often. That disturbed you, I guessed, and you were more and more far away from me.

It has been a long time since the last time we met. I heard about you getting married. I want you to be happy, and I guess  you are happy, but it is still painful for me. You little girl, I don't know if I can have
chance to meet you again or not, but you will be in my heart forever.

You little girl, please be happy, be healthy, be beautiful.

no title at all

I want to do many things, I want to become a global citizen who has
a colorful life. I had some big dream as a kid I wanted to be a scientist
a guru of technique. I was in love with physics and I studied it very very hard,
I also have some physics prizes when I was in high school. My life now is
having some struggles but I still have a dream for the future. Take it easy
make it true, as long as you still want to be, never give up. The world
is really big, there are lots of things to do, lots of places to go, lots
of people to meet and share. Don't ever limit yourself, don't ever let
anyone tells you that you can not do. Your future is in your hand no matter
how hard it is, how far the way ahead is. You are just the one in billions of
people on earth, but you are also the only one, you are special, no one is
as the same as you. I have read many books, I have accomplished many goals
I have overcome many difficult situations. And the future is in my hand, I
will be strong, I will be happy, I will be smiling on every hardship. Yes,
life sometimes sucks, someone you love might turn their backs on you, that's
might be the most misery situation you have to face with. But remember, you
still have friends, you still have your family, who always give you an
unconditional love. So you are so lucky, man. You should be happy and
grateful about that. As one said, you are so lucky to be born to this
world, so never complain about your hardships, they just make you stronger.
Think about your job, your career, your family, your dreams, you see what?
What's the most important thing to you? Yes, I want to have a successful
career, I want to travel around the world, but family still the most
important thing I have had in my life. I still pursue my success, I still
travel to far far places to experience my life, to find myself. And eventually
I will come back to my family, that is love, that is where I belong to.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

The way I learn things

I could say that today's technologies have been changing our ways of learning. In the past, I never heard about such terms as "distant learning", "virtual class", or "school in the cloud", etc. But everything has changed since internet came on stage. This network, which connects billions of computers and mobile devices around the world, could be compared with a magic, that had never been imagined before. The explosion of this computer network allows people to connect and communicate everywhere, every time, with almost free of charge. With just a laptop connected to internet, I can easily join in bunch of classes and thousands of learning materials. I were so excited when I happened to watch TED videos, I were happy like crazy when I had chance to attend classes from famous universities on Coursera. Those classes bring me so many opportunities to acquire knowledge, and make my life better. Thus, not only me, but also everyone can benefit from internet when they know its true power.