You little girl

I will write about you little girl. You are beautiful, you have smiling eyes, and oh god, I love your shining smiles.

You little girl, I was in love with you from the first sight, it was something like an electric current flow through my body that made me freeze when I was seeing you. That's meeting happened by accident and God let us go in the same train, as you were going with my close friend.

We didn't talk much because I didn't know what to say when I was with a girl I really like. We walked side by side and I still had your lovely face in my head days later.

I didn't see you many times after that day. Sometimes I called you, sometimes I met you drinking tea. You are a special girl, you are different from those girls I had met. I didn't know how people thought about you, but you are special, at least to me. I loved you and I wanted to make you love me, but the painful thing is that, I could not.

You seemed to be an intangible thing that I could see but could not touch. You might hated me because I called you too much, because I wanted to meet you more often. That disturbed you, I guessed, and you were more and more far away from me.

It has been a long time since the last time we met. I heard about you getting married. I want you to be happy, and I guess  you are happy, but it is still painful for me. You little girl, I don't know if I can have
chance to meet you again or not, but you will be in my heart forever.

You little girl, please be happy, be healthy, be beautiful.